Still Not Ready To Commit

[almohib89]

Hye everyone, to complete the series of "Wounded By Love" i'd like to share an old text that i have written 2 days before breaking up, and i didn't mention this fact because it was still a future, our relationship was struggling ... and no one knew where it was going to take us

Enjoy reading
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Even if it’s not really committing, I just can’t do it, I’m really young to be that kind of men, I’m just me, simple but complicated, cool but not enough to feel it, a man but with a big spot of lost childhood, I’m one but two, not schizophrenic but not normal, good but very bad, calm and really nervous, & this means that I’m not ready to commit, it was just a period, a long one, a very long one, when we talk about knowing something that important after two and half years of love and relationship, two and a half years of up and downs, good and bad, happy and sad times …

Do you feel the same as I do?! No sorry, I don’t think so, my case is very rare, and it’s just like one in a billion. Generally, it’s a short sentence like “Him & Her, love, out, good time, problem, and break up, finish” but I’m talking about the new me after “A” in summer 2007, it’s a long paragraph, and it’s an unfinished one, what makes it very boring …

It is not very known or usual to hear a story this way: “… he knew her, she loved him, like he did, they were very far from each other, hundreds of miles, & they thought that love is strong, even stronger than distance and problems, ones they had every day, even on the special 16th of every month in the year. He hurt her superficially, but she wounded him very deeply, & each time he got forgiven, the next day he paid it expensively, & it didn’t stop happening since then,…”; this is getting more boring every time I read it, a story that begins with a suspicious start such as these dots, un defined dots what means undefined past, & doesn’t finish at all …

Oh dear god, help me to get through this without a loss, I begged to have a life like this one, but I hate it now, & I still say that I’m not ready to commit yet …
Just to finish, I would like to say that I’m really serious about this, but I don’t want to lose her, & I believe that no one can get everything, so I hope and pray that I will be able to be that one, because I believe in miracles and I really need it to be real …
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[kokazita]

gReAt

hii brOoOo

i'm happy twice
1- coz i'm the first one :yahoo: who will add a com for ut new tOpic

2- coz u add new tOpic

thnx

ops u share alot of feelings with us bro

i can't find the right words :busted_red: to write

we r reading :tears: ur diaries...!!!..yo

it's special topic is shines without any com

thnx bro

we wait the next part

gOOd lUCk
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[almohib89]

hii brOoOo

i'm happy twice
1- coz i'm the first one :yahoo: who will add a com for ut new tOpic

2- coz u add new tOpic

thnx

ops u share alot of feelings with us bro

i can't find the right words :busted_red: to write

we r reading :tears: ur diaries...!!!..yo

it's special topic is shines without any com

thnx bro

we wait the next part

gOOd lUCk
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Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sweet lady

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you and just wait cuz i'm writting all the series !!!

this is my life and you have to know it cuz u'r my friends and you may help me

 

[kokazita]

Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sweet lady

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you and just wait cuz i'm writting all the series !!!

this is my life and you have to know it cuz u'r my friends and you may help me

u r wlc

u always find the right words to say them to me

:heh:

thnx

i'm waiting
and u r wlc anytime

keep on broOo
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[angel]

because I believe in miracles and I really need it to be real

nchallah u deserve more bro

cuz u r sharinG with us ur feelingS

it's so kind 4m u bro

ur words r so specail


keep on writing



have faith on Allah &


may Allah bless u bro



waiting ur new



peaaaaaaaaaaaaace​

 

[almohib89]

because I believe in miracles and I really need it to be real

nchallah u deserve more bro

cuz u r sharinG with us ur feelingS

it's so kind 4m u bro

ur words r so specail


keep on writing



have faith on Allah &


may Allah bless u bro



waiting ur new



peaaaaaaaaaaaaace​

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[shy_girl]

mm....u knOw !!
It needs time
I'll back again bro
I'll have dinner nOw
lOol

See u later

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[emy48]

well ... I think u don't need someone to thank u about what u wrote
but someone to help !!! or to guide u to the best solution that could
benefit u ...
anyway i wish u the best
and All what i can say it to u
is keep holding on
and never give up ur aims
and if u really love and want her
talk it over

i hope i'd helped for sth
let's see Shy_girl what she has to say

see u
peace

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[almohib89]

well ... I think u don't need someone to thank u about what u wrote
but someone to help !!! or to guide u to the best solution that could
benefit u ...
anyway i wish u the best
and All what i can say it to u
is keep holding on
and never give up ur aims
and if u really love and want her
talk it over

i hope i'd helped for sth
let's see Shy_girl what she has to say

see u
peace

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Thank you sister, and i am waiting for shy girl to tell me what she has in her mind !

 

[shy_girl]

HellOo

Hye everyone, to complete the series of "Wounded By Love" i'd like to share an old text that i have written 2 days before breaking up, and i didn't mention this fact because it was still a future,

our relationship was struggling ... and no one knew where it was going to take us

Let it fOr gOd
Destiny decide ...


Enjoy reading
​

Even if it’s not really committing, I just can’t do it, I’m really young to be that kind of men, I’m just me, simple but complicated, cool but not enough to feel it, a man but with a big spot of lost childhood, I’m one but two, not schizophrenic but not normal, good but very bad, calm and really nervous,

& this means that I’m not ready to commit

tO cOmmit what ??!!!
I dOn't SEe what u mean exactly
!!!

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it was just a period, a long one, a very long one, when we talk about knowing something that important after two and half years of love and relationship, two and a half years of up and downs, good and bad, happy and sad times …

I think it's All the same ... every relationship has that up and downs .... and what's good here is that the happy times even if it's less than the sad ones sOmetimes it'll grave in Our memOry and erase All the bad times ... but if u regret and u say a long period two and half years ... what u gOtta say in six years !!!
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Do you feel the same as I do?! No sorry, I don’t think so, my case is very rare, and it’s just like one in a billion. Generally, it’s a short sentence like “Him & Her, love, out, good time, problem, and break up, finish” but I’m talking about the new me after “A” in summer 2007, it’s a long paragraph, and it’s an unfinished one, what makes it very boring …

but u r nOt the Only One ..
u cOuld find ppl in the same case
Ok .. let's see ..

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It is not very known or usual to hear a story this way: “… he knew her, she loved him, like he did, they were very far from each other, hundreds of miles, & they thought that love is strong, even stronger than distance and problems, ones they had every day, even on the special 16th of every month in the year. He hurt her superficially, but she wounded him very deeply, & each time he got forgiven, the next day he paid it expensively, & it didn’t stop happening since then,…”; this is getting more boring every time I read it, a story that begins with a suspicious start such as these dots, un defined dots what means undefined past, & doesn’t finish at all …

ya .. I see what u r gOing through
specially when u talked about distance
we All had this thOughts in Our minds
That lOve is strOnger
and I think it cOuld be right sOmetimes

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Oh dear god, help me to get through this without a loss, I begged to have a life like this one, but I hate it now, & I still say that I’m not ready to commit yet …
Just to finish, I would like to say that I’m really serious about this, but I don’t want to lose her, & I believe that no one can get everything, so I hope and pray that I will be able to be that one, because I believe in miracles and I really need it to be real …

ya .. lastly we always resOrt tO gOd
cz He's The Only whO cOuld Help it
it's just liKe what I had tO dO One time agO
I prayed gOd tO gather us in gOod time
with an Official relatiOnship
and if it wOn't be in this life
sO it'll be better in paradise
and remember that when u let sOmething fOr gOd
Be sure that u tOok the right decisiOn


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I <wish> i'd Helped a bit
any QuestiOn I'm here Ok ??
See yOu
peace
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[jusef_sad12]

dud that really was cool
thnx for sharing

_____joé

 

[almohib89]

I <wish> i'd Helped a bit
any QuestiOn I'm here Ok ??
See yOu
peace
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Thanks Emy, and for the "COMMITTING" thing, it's about official engagement, it was like a nightmare, before that it was normal, just like any relationship but after those all problems starting from a little thing, i knew that she was exaggerating and that i have to reconsider my decisions, in this relationship

hope I've responded
and forgive me for yesterday, i went to sleep i was really tired
that's why i didn't answer

 

[almohib89]

dud that really was cool
thnx for sharing

_____joé

Thanks brother
just learn from other's mistakes​

 

[مارجوري]

thank you soooooooo much for sharing​

 

[almohib89]

No, thank you sister, for reading​

 

[morafik]

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Strong words buddy. I liked your style
I don't agree with the part that you cannot forget her. life is so cruel andso hard, nothing s realy expectable.
she may come back to you, and she may not. for a multiple number of reasons. Girls are so complicated. they don't know sometimes what's the best thing to do. their ways of thinkin arn't ours.
I'm not old. 33. but I learned something in my short life. Not a single girl is worth tears and remorse.
when you're in love with someone, all you see in her is her beauty, kindness, good things in her of course. when you come close in a sober way and analyse this person, you may see that She can't fit you even!
or she's a bad manipulating girl
some girls like to be loved, or to make boys sufferring -and vis versa
You never know. there is in this society such evil men and women!
Take a rest , and then look again for another girl whom you can like and love, live with. a girl tht loves you before even you can love her!
wait for your fate. it will come, for sure. just be patient, and avoid to break your heart again.
Be strong and go on in your life. and Good luck, buddy! Buena suerte!
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[almohib89]

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Strong words buddy. I liked your style
I don't agree with the part that you cannot forget her. life is so cruel andso hard, nothing s realy expectable.
she may come back to you, and she may not. for a multiple number of reasons. Girls are so complicated. they don't know sometimes what's the best thing to do. their ways of thinkin arn't ours.
I'm not old. 33. but I learned something in my short life. Not a single girl is worth tears and remorse.
when you're in love with someone, all you see in her is her beauty, kindness, good things in her of course. when you come close in a sober way and analyse this person, you may see that She can't fit you even!
or she's a bad manipulating girl
some girls like to be loved, or to make boys sufferring -and vis versa
You never know. there is in this society such evil men and women!
Take a rest , and then look again for another girl whom you can like and love, live with. a girl tht loves you before even you can love her!
wait for your fate. it will come, for sure. just be patient, and avoid to break your heart again.
Be strong and go on in your life. and Good luck, buddy! Buena suerte!
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Hye brother
first let me thank you for your awesome answer, it's the best answer i've ever got on a forum in my life
But, when you don't know the situation, you can't judge it ...
it's kind of abnormal case
we (me and her) are that kind of people who just don't talk a lot or see*each other often
we were just believing in real love, so the problem is in our naivety
i knew her for about 6 years before i loved her, so i think , or may i say that i'm sure that i know this girl better than her own parents
and when you know that this is the ONE, then it's the one bro, and i've let her go then it's my fault not hers
so; thanks again for your very good and helping reply
Peace bro​

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[mekpride]

hey bro
if this is da case why dont u do something
if u think that she is da one
i guess u will 4give her cz thats what we do when we love
no one is perfect and there is no problem in doing mistakes
da real problem is do it again
so u should give her an otha chance
do ur best so u wont regret a thing later
and of course let it to GOD
he will guid ur way
GOOD LUCK BRO
peace​

 

[A-MIRA]

what i can say realy im very sad cz you have make me remember somthings that i dont want to remember it but all what i can do is to ask god to help you and give you what you dream of .and to guid you to
the right way cz i found you loss
dont worry every thing will be ok
good luck brother

 

[shy_girl]

Thanks Emy, and for the "COMMITTING" thing, it's about official engagement, it was like a nightmare, before that it was normal, just like any relationship but after those all problems starting from a little thing, i knew that she was exaggerating and that i have to reconsider my decisions, in this relationship

hope I've responded
and forgive me for yesterday, i went to sleep i was really tired
that's why i didn't answer

Hiii bRo ..
It's Ok ... u dOn't Have tO apOlOgize at All
nEvEr say it again lOol :glare:

we (me and her) are that kind of people who just don't talk a lot or see*each other often
we were just believing in real love, so the problem is in our naivety
i knew her for about 6 years before i loved her, so i think , or may i say that i'm sure that i know this girl better than her own parents
and when you know that this is the ONE, then it's the one bro, and i've let her go then it's my fault not hers

And fOr This ...
Oh my gOd !!!!:scared:
It's liKe I'm reading One Of my diaries Or ... wait ..
ya ..It's my life indeed ... It's such case ..!!!
really gOtta nOthin' tO say
may the best sOlutiOn is tO cOmmit lOol:wink:
anyway gOd will help it

gOod lucK
see u later
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